Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Relationship Issues

So I've been having a little bit of trouble with a relationship lately....Maybe that sheds some light on some of my comments in previous posts. Anyways, I'm still not going to write much about it, but I recently wrote a poem about how things were going and upon recommendation I thought I would post it.

Thinking of You

I can't stop thinking of you.
I wish you could end my pain.
With each time I see you,
A knife in my back digs deeper,
But not seeing you hurts even worse.

You say the distance is far too great
For a relationship to be considered.
It doesn't matter that we connect
Better than anybody I've ever met.
Isn't it worth just a try?

Do I keep the hope in my soul alive?
Or let these thoughts die?
Who would I be if I didn't care for you?
I've felt this way so long,
Could I bear the pain it would cause?

You look into my eyes and smile.
It's as if I can see and feel your care.
I wish I could end this feeling.
I can't stop thinking of you.
I wish you could end my pain.

So that's a little bit of what's going on there. Some of it is exaggerated a little bit, but not much. Anyways...that's that. Just pray for me if you think about it....thanks!

1 comment:

beth ewing said...

wow girl. i'm sorry you're in this pain.