A hard night

I'm not going to say much tonight. I've once again landed on the emotional rollercoaster. It's been a really hard night or early morning I guess. The past hour or so I have felt like shutting myself away. I wish i could numb myself right now from the hurt. I'm so glad Sheena was here tonight. She really encouraged me. I love that girl. Ruthanne also was there for me. But I'm off to bed. New Testament test tomorrow, english class, then I'm headed to Maypearl Tx. Maybe that will help with some of this chaos.